bill beaver

 

Day of the Dead

makes much more sense
than Halloween corporate
apple razor lies
training ground for young greedy consumers
groaning great bags of candy

old Mexican holiday
Mediaeval and Pre-Columbian
but this Anglo mutation
started a few years ago
woman paraded through the night
a banner honoring her dead mother
now a big deal
puppets stilt monsters drums fantastic bikes
wind through downtown
to a railroad platform
giant puppets propped on scaffolding
torches, a pink Golem
people drumming, dancing
smell of frankensense, myrth

I move about taking pictures
stabs of light piercing murky darkness
my own dead accompany me
Mike yellow from his failed liver
Kevin sunk two weeks dead
body & mattress one
Big Jeff his crack burned throat
Cosmos cancer wrapped around his heart
Sara played & pinned like a bug
fat rolls folded out a surgeon's dream
my father huge & bloated, heartless
my mother insane cross-eyed lips
dripping brown bile
my sister a tiny shredded slash over pre bones

twirling torches, cubes of fire
angels dance w/burning wings
Katrinas, bone wedding couple
dance death & life & love & lust
the ultimate dry fuck
then they burn the Golem
the simulated Man
the multiplex
the mall
the sour bellies of politicians
in the end only dust
only thin paper dust

but the dead give us memories
wisdom
beyond the bright slash of now
beyond the harping yowl
of gnash & process
the dead know
what they missed
the dead know
what is missing

 


 

Daleth

"Daleth signifies knowledge and ignorance in the form of the open and closed door; but it is also interpreted as seed and desolation."
Johanna Drucker 'The Alphabetic Labyrinth'

toads
small embers of minds
croak croak
big toad croaks loudest
all together now
pond speaks as one

Oh Cicero! Who made the Horse a Senator!

What snarling obligitory animal faces
draw a cartoony shadow
against a jet trailed night?

 

neighbor - for George W Bush

my neighbor i think he's gonna get a gun i don't know mebbe probably i believe so i better kill him I hate him my dad hadda runnin wit/him decade ago used to be partners but sumpthin happen dad kicked his ass good the guy still limps doesn't go out much dad shlda finished him off but th other neighbors wldn't let him made a promise i'd finish the job fuck th rest i'm gonna put a bullet in his brain bash his face in w/a baseball bat so's he can't find me inth underworld yeah dad i'm gonna do it i'm gonna do it
soon
 

Fireweed
fireweed
Street Fair
street fair
Pumpkin
pumpkin
Denali at 2 am
Denali at 2 am


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Bill Beaver
Bill Beaver lives in Tucson, AZ w/two dogs amid the ruins of a 100 year-old house. His biggest ambition in life is NOT to become a bag lady.


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